Listening to: Zombi

I've got just over one week left on my subscription and I'm not sure if i'll renew it. I want to, but I don't know if it's really worth it.

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Listening to: Efterklang
Watching: Eraserhead

Well I've finally gotten around to putting up some photos from the past few months. They weren't that many that I felt I should put up. I've pretty much put all of the show pics up that I possibly could, I think they're getting old. And I really haven't been taking much photos lately, just spontaneous stuff. Which turns out nicely sometimes.

School has started back and I'm not really enjoying it at all. I do have one class though that I find fun to attend. It's called Aesthetics, we just sit there and talk about why things are or are not aesthetically pleasing, and if so why or why not. I like philosophy because it's something you never think about until you have a discussion in class or with people, then you're like "ohhh", or at least I am. lol

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Listening to: Muse
Watching: Chicago

I have alot of pictures that I need to put up. I haven't really went on any trips especially for photos, they are just random ones that I have liked. I'll probably do that sometime tonight. And in regards to my last journal entry, if anyone actually read it, I never did go on that promo picture shoot with DR. I don't know why either, probably that we are just that lazy.

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I actually planned a trip to take pics last Saturday but I ended up not taking any. They were supposed to be promo pics for my friends' band Darkness Remains, but the place we were going was posted as no trespassing. It would probably have been fine to go with about two people but not with three carloads full. So we ended up not taking any at all, I just got random stupid pics all day. We are planning to go somewhere else though, this week sometime.

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I'm not gay, but this stuff is powerful.

Gay is a three letter word just like 'you' and 'mee' when it is misspelled.

Homophobia and You:

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

Repost this if you realize homophobia is wrong.

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